Rae--or Ky, KJ, or Kaige, depending on what you feel like calling me. deviantART and FF.net's AugustRaes.
20 years old.
Concept artist.


He… kinda sorta saved me from a depression down spiral without realizing it. I had started an animatic (that I’ll continue working on later) based on Discorded Whooves that he found and really liked. I was really excited he enjoyed it and reblogged his post about it. Later that day, I really didn’t do as well as I would have liked on a final, and he left me a comment about how much he liked my style and I just started sobbing.

I felt like crap. Like I couldn’t do a thing right. I wasn’t doing well on my exams, I felt like my art was pathetic—and… Suicidal thoughts started bubbling up in my mind again.

But, his comment stopped all of that. I was able to think about this amazing artist and how much he enjoyed my work, and I was able to push on. 

… I think he was proud because I was pushing myself—I was going to do something outside of my comfort zone. I was improving. And I wasn’t going to hold back. 

I wouldn’t say we’re amazingly close friends, but… he’s definitely someone I look up to. An art mentor of sorts.

1:49pm · Sunday, January 27th, 2013 · 59 notes
tags » jitterbug jive · jitters · art · mentoring · allonsyraerae · ky · rae · the enamored clock maker ·
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  3. allonsyraerae reblogged this from jitterbugjive and added:
    Huzzah! I’m going forward! And I’m growing and developing and I feel awesome about it!
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    I’m also proud because you’re brave enough to post your work and you made a blog. It takes a lot of guts to show your...
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